[sk.Ser] Chris Crowley

posts : 102

| so here i am. 8:30 wednesday morning, tired as shit. here to work but my brain will not respond correctly untill
atleast 12:00 midday. been working here now for about 6 weeks, and already i am stating to get board with it. i
get home so tireed, travle to work on a bus for about 90mins there and back. all i want to do is sleep when i get
home, spending less time with micehlle and friends, she non-stop moaning (grr) for me to take her out, do somthing.
man how lucky i was not working for so long. work is goign on a pub crawl around limerick, freak's asking and
expectin me to go with them, i came up with some mad excuse's, didnt know i could lie so well. they going to see
who can drink the most without dieing etc, if your intrested you can take my place and go. lad in the house, his
mate come over last night, has got a new laptop. a nice one actualy, from dell, was showing it off, hardware, price
etc. he paid like 2500 for it, and know's less then joe who works in burger king. when he was talking to me i felt
sick, didnt know if i could hold it in. talking trash to me, thinking i am impressed, tried to show me his kewl new
dvd player (like i not seen one befor?). he was having troubles with it, so i helped him by putting it in the write
way up, 'um, but it worked this way befor' like the fool i am, i play on ' yes, that happens somtimes'. was not
working anyway, the write way up, drivers error. he said to me it must need to be formated, 'yes, it does' i
respond. rather then try to argue or teach him, i let him continue to pretend to me he knows what the fuck he has.
each time he talks to me, i feel sicker. i want the money you spent on this you tosser. i get so tired and angry
when i get home, do not want to hear your meaninless shit.
another cpl qualifier in dublin in a few months, can i realy be bothered to practice, will i take part? few irish
team's are playing some team's out of ireland and geting spanked as was suspected, well by any kind of real team
anyway. think some people think they was better?
never as good as you think you are, but never as bad as you think you are also. i always over underestimate players
i think also, but dont do it enough to learn. its part of practice.
i better go do this shit they call work. hope you hate reading my extreamly boring words.
am i paranoid about my paranoia?
goodbye.
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